#RIANSH – BEING A WOMAN!!! – #PART – 5 – Weezersongs


Vansh: After that day, I didn’t know her whereabouts. Later everybody in our home obtained to find out about my emotions for her they usually all the time had this hope that sometime she’d come into our lives once more. And years again when Mother and Dad handed away in an accident, I took over the accountability of household and companies, and later Aryan too joined me. In all these years none in our home forgot Riddhima. She was a perfect daughter for my Dadi, a by no means met sister for Siya, a long-lost sister for Aryan and my life, my love, my all the things for me!!!

Me: I all the time knew that Vansh had emotions for me however until at this time I didn’t have the data that his emotions by no means light with time. Although I by no means had any emotions for him however yea I did like him again then and in these years neither did I neglect him nor Aryan. They all the time had been part of my life. However our reunion could be in that manner was one thing neither they nor I might ever anticipate

Vansh lends me his assist as he noticed me choking over my phrases, I laid my head on his shoulder and was caressing my arm making an attempt to console me.

Vansh: Shall I proceed?

I nod at him as I nonetheless have these worse reminiscences of my life and am certain I’ll not have the ability to inform them as he has seen that along with his eyes. If wanted, I’d give him my voice too, however for now, it’s higher if he continues

Vansh: The place did you cease?

Wiping my tears, I break from his soothing arms which assist me in realizing am not a burden to this world as I used to really feel, am liked, am cared for, am adored, and admired.

Me: Until I used to be thrown out of the shifting car in the course of the evening

Vansh hums and holding my tiny fingers in his large fingers, he gently presses them and assures me that he’s all the time there for me, I give him a slight smile as these reminiscences flood my coronary heart as soon as once more

Vansh: So, that day I had a foul day so, I made a decision to get myself relaxed and went to my farmhouse and was returning late at evening….

(Flashback Begins)

Mumbai’s site visitors was at peaks even throughout odd hours like at midnight too. As I used to be driving in that chaotic site visitors, I noticed one thing shifting in the course of the street and noticed individuals ignoring and shifting away, I anticipated it to be some roadside canine or every other animal, however when my automobile neared the spot, I used to be aghast to seek out an individual and in these car lights it was being troublesome to establish the individuals’ characters and seeing how inhumanely everybody was shifting away even after seeing the wrestle the particular person was making an attempt to stay. I anticipated it to be some accident case and with the thought to assist the particular person, I ended my car and as I took my massive steps in direction of the particular person, I gape in my place to discover a nude girls respiratory closely making an attempt to get some assist. Her physique had many bruises and this made me understand that she was raped and after I approached her and turned her in direction of my aspect, she jerked and with that bruised physique she tried arduous to maneuver away. That’s the second my eyes fell on her doe-shaped hazel brown eyes which had been flushing her tears and my eyes opened broad open in shock. She …. She was my Riddhima!!! Now I fell again to see her after years in that state of affairs, half-dead, nude, in the course of the street, in the course of the evening with bruises throughout her physique. My coronary heart forgot to beat, my nerves turned numb, my blood provide stopped. I felt the world round me vanish. The earth beneath me was collapsed and I felt myself drowning. The fixed horns and lights purchased me again to actuality and I as soon as once more checked the environment and realized the place I used to be and who was in entrance of me. I might really feel my tears making their manner as my cheeks turned moist. I wiped them off and as soon as once more approached the afraid Riddhima who was making an attempt arduous to maneuver away from everybody.

Me: Riddhima!!!

I might really feel myself breaking over my phrases. I used to be shocked to even react. I might really feel myself dripping to the truth. However then I spotted that this isn’t the time to interrupt as my Riddhima wants me. I as soon as once more tried to the touch her however she gathered all her braveness to push me away. I understood her way of thinking and her concern of letting an unknown particular person come close to her on this state.

Me: Riddhima… it..s… it’s me Vansh!!!

Her these lifeless eyes as if recognizing me, become another emotion which I wasn’t capable of perceive after which I noticed many tears falling off her eyes and the very last thing she uttered earlier than shedding her consciousness was

Riddhima: Va……. n…..shh!!!

My eyes welled up listening to her angelic voice which was now crammed with ache and anguish. My coronary heart was pierced with variety of objects seeing her on this situation. However even on this chaos if there was one thing that discovered solace to my coronary heart was that she recognized me…. brushing all my ideas, I took my blazer off and approaching her unconscious self, I lined her with my blazer and lifting her like a glass doll, I took her to my automobile, adjusting her on the passenger seat and buckling the seat belt I ran in direction of the motive force seat and beginning the ignition, I drove swiftly in direction of a hospital. My thoughts was drifting in direction of our previous and current. The Riddhima who had life in her eyes was now beside me half lifeless with complete lifeless eyes. In all this I realised that I’ve to make some preparations within the hospital so, referred to as Angre. He by no means misses any name of mine and even in that odd hour he picked my name in 2 rings

Angre: Boss? (frightened)

Me: Angre, hearken to me rigorously. Am reaching URS (Uma Rai Singhania) Hospital, I’ve Riddhima with me (Angre is conscious of her relationship with me and my emotions for her too) she… I …. She… (I used to be so out of the state that it was getting troublesome making an attempt to border a sentence to explain her situation) I assume… no, … am … am certain she has…. Has been ra…. Raped!!!

I closed my eyes unable to digest the bitter actuality and I got here again to sense after I heard a pant over the telephone and I understood what Angre might need felt and in addition understood that he obtained the image of the current state of affairs and earlier than I might converse something, he spoke

Angre: Boss… I … I …

I heard him making an attempt to fetch phrases and he was mentally robust in contrast to me so he address the state of affairs in seconds and taking an extended breath

Angre: Boss… don’t panic. I’ll organize all the things within the hospital. You get her.

I simply hummed and drove quick in direction of my vacation spot whereas I stored on making an attempt to get Riddhima again to senses by delicate slapping her bruised cheeks which had dried out tears and even in her unconscious state, her eyes had been letting her tears circulation. Wiping them I felt my blood boil to see her in that situation after years. Not even in my worse desires did I anticipate to satisfy her in that state, brutally raped and left to die in the course of the street nude. I quickly reached the hospital the place Angre was already current with a staff of docs. Stopping my car abruptly, I ran in direction of her aspect and choosing her up gently, I positioned her on the stretcher whereas the docs rushed her in and I couldn’t deal with my internal turmoil anymore and I collapsed within the entrance of the hospital yelling my ache and hatred for myself for not with the ability to save her. Angre rushed to me and hugged me making an attempt to assist me soothe however even he’s conscious that it’s unimaginable.

Angre: Bhai you must be robust to face this. We aren’t conscious of what precisely occurred along with her and after she opens her eyes, she’ll be not the identical particular person she was. On this part of her life, she wants the assist of her household and buddies. It’s a must to be robust to deal with her, you must give her emotional assist, she wants that. Please bhai management your self, you possibly can’t break. You bought your Riddhima after years, I…. I do know the state of affairs isn’t proper however nonetheless, you bought her after years so will you let her break?

I understood what all he meant and after quite a lot of wrestle with myself, I agreed that neither he’s completely mistaken neither is he completely proper however nonetheless she wants me for her psychological steadiness and emotional assist. With heavy coronary heart and tears overflowing, I entered the hospital with Angre supporting me. As quickly as we reached, we had been directed in direction of OT by receptionist. As I used to be ready there, which appeared like hours, I might see the OT door not even opening an inch. Angre wasn’t there and at that second nothing bothered to me besides Riddhima. My eyes had been laid on the OT anticipating it to open asap and provides me some excellent news of my Riddhima’s security. I felt a hand over my shoulder, turning round I discovered Angre with a cup and he was forwarding it in direction of me whereas I raised my eyebrows

Angre: Bhai, have some espresso. You want it

Me: Angre have you ever gone mad! Vaha pe Riddhima is in OT and also you need me to consider myself!!

Angre: Boss, am asking you to drink so as a result of you must power to face all this which goes to take hours or days. So, what are you planning to starve and damage your self all this fashion? Don’t you suppose to offer power to that particular person within the OT, you must be match?

I didn’t argue with him as a result of I do know he’s completely proper. So, taking the espresso I drank it steadily with my eyes nonetheless on the door of OT. After a while, Angre spoke breaking the silence crammed within the hall,

Angre: Boss, don’t you suppose we have to inform the Police?

I gave him a harmful look earlier than digesting his involved look and he’s proper, it’s a matter within the fingers of police to look who dared to harm my Riddhima, although we didn’t formally get the affirmation of rape however nonetheless, her bruises and her situation spoke a lot than wanted and to get her justice am supposed to incorporate police on this and now they’d handle the justice with me behind. Taking a deep breath, I nodded my head and Angre obtained his reply and earlier than he might name the cops, I gave him one other work

Me: Angre, I would like even your males to work on this case secretly and all the things…. Every thing within the sense even a miniature element shouldn’t be missed. In actual fact, I wish to know all the things about her for the previous 12 years. I hope you understood

Angre: Boss, I obtained it. You’ll get all the small print quickly. I’ll appoint my most reliable individuals and the report will likely be shared with you asap.

I nodded earlier than he left to get the work executed. And my focus as soon as once more shifted in direction of the OT which wasn’t even opening giving me adverse ideas after which my ideas drifted to my Riddhima

Me: Riddhima!!!! Your identify is sufficient to give me solace on this chaotic world. The lady who was the angel in my life is laying on the demise mattress half lifeless. What occurred Riddhima? What occurred that I discovered you after years on this situation? 12 years again you cited you might be shifting to Kashmir, then how come you right here? Am certain after Kashmir you might need traveled to many different locations however… however what occurred which purchased you again to Mumbai? And in case you are right here then the place are your mother and father? Are they with you right here? If sure, then I would like to tell them about your this situation proper! However how do I discover them!! I don’t even know something about them…. And to begin with, what occurred which purchased you on the street!! Have been you …. (tears) had been you raped? Who’s that bastard who dared to the touch you? (anger) Simply inform me his identify and I swear I’d get you his head along with his elements disembodied for his filthy behaviour in direction of you. I’d do no matter you need me to however please keep protected, keep alive….. I ….. I …. I can’t (tears) lose you as soon as once more after getting you after years. I would like you Riddhima!!! I would like my Riddhima again to that bubbly, chirpy lively again in my life. With you, my life is straightforward and stuffed with enthusiasm however with out you I missed myself. I used to be seeking myself however now you might be again, I gained’t provide the permission to depart me once more! It’s a must to stay to get your self justice for no matter occurred with you, I do know the Riddhima who was robust sufficient to face for one thing which was not proper for her, so, you possibly can’t lose this battle. We each will stand collectively in opposition to this and may win. Please keep by me!!! Please!!!!!!!!!

I used to be completely broke to actually have a monitor of time, as that appeared to be by no means ending. I face-palming myself, bent my head making an attempt to grasp the state of affairs, and reminiscing all our outdated reminiscences. After some time, I felt a hand on my shoulder and assuming it to be Angre once more, I didn’t even check out his aspect

Me: Angre, what now? Don’t ask me to eat or drink something anymore! Simply inform me when you’ve got knowledgeable the Cops and what about your staff?

: Bhai!!!

That voice… that voice isn’t Angre’s. That voice had ache and was damaged …. And I do know the proprietor of this voice….. Aryan!!!! I swiftly carry my head to discover a damaged Aryan! What the hell!! How did he know!!! I do know his way of thinking when it’s about both Siya or Riddhima. As a result of Riddhima was the one particular person whom he adored after Siya. She was his solely sister after Siya and he all the time was emotional over the issues which involved both of them and now… now how the hell is right here and the way do I deal with him when am unable to deal with myself!! He’d positively lose himself if he sees Riddhima on this manner!

Me: Ar… Aryan….

Aryan: Bhai!!! Bhai… the place is she?

He was damaged, so was his voice. I might see the tears his eyes had been making an attempt to not shed. Taking a deep breath, I gathered the braveness to talk one thing nevertheless it went on to seem as a whisper

Me: Within the OT

He nearly fell again when Angre came to visit to assist him earlier than I might do it. His tears made their manner and he hugged Angre and was crying to get her info on this manner. I couldn’t assist however collapse myself on the chair, then actuality struck me as how come he’s right here, turning in direction of Aryan I broke my silence

Me: How come you right here?

He broke his hug with Angre and wiping his tears, he stared blankly at Angre and I obtained my solutions. I gave a harmful look to Angre for which he gulped earlier than replying me

Angre: Am…. Am sorry boss however after I went to get your espresso, I acquired Aryan’s name asking about your whereabouts and by accident I spilled the beans of you discovering Riddhima and getting her right here and her situation. You recognize him proper! He ran to see his darling sister whom he has been lacking for years.

I had no level to argue, I do know Aryan and his emotions for Riddhima so, simply hummed in response and sat down when Aryan knelt earlier than me with tears in his eyes which had ache and longingness to see her.

Aryan: Bhai, she’ll be advantageous proper!

Now, what do I inform him!!! When am myself am confused over the identical query? Being his elder brother am supposed to offer him braveness however at that state of affairs I would like some confidence to remain put, which I wasn’t getting and my coronary heart was pondering to know the situation of its mate. In all this chaotic dialogue my coronary heart and thoughts had been having, I felt one thing moist over my cheeks and as I rubbed my hand over it, I spotted am weeping. Wiping my tears, I noticed Aryan nonetheless sitting earlier than me ready for my response, I had nothing to say and I can’t let my brother simply weep in entrance of me. I simply pulled him right into a hug and we each had been crying our coronary heart to seek out our long-lost love and sister respectively on this situation.

After some time, which felt like years, the OT was opened and in the meantime even cops arrived and had been ready for the doc’s to pop up and provides us some excellent news of her security. As I noticed the doc’s popping out, I immediately stood and ran in direction of the doc ……….

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