It’s okay not to be okay~ OS – Weezersongs

I don’t know why I felt like posting it. So posting it.

A bunch of individuals is seen some are smiling wholeheartedly some the place laughing however there was a lady standing their with most prettiest smile, however who is aware of what’s behind that smile which make it’s most prettiest smile.

Women POV,
Hello I’m riddhima. making an attempt to smile infront of my household, nobody is their with whom I can share what’s taking place to me, what’s bothering me. I can’t share with them, if I’ll share then they’ll say what you are able to do in that. And so they assume that I’m only a small woman they what can hassle me. Like critically I used to be having panic assaults, emotional breakdowns, it’s simply that I didn’t share with anybody that doesn’t imply I can’t be confused. You’ll be considering why I don’t inform about what’s taking place to my pals…, I’ve just one good friend certainly finest one however she’s not in that state to take heed to me and I don’t need her to fret about me.

Feeling like a drop within the ocean
That don’t no one discover
Perhaps it’s all simply in your head
Feeling such as you’re trapped in your personal pores and skin
And now your physique’s frozen
Damaged down, you’ve received nothing left

I can’t inform her it’s ache essentially the most when she don’t share her ache, I do know she do that as a result of she is aware of if she’ll cry infront of me then I’ll additionally begin crying…

Once you’re excessive on emotion
And also you’re dropping your focus
And you are feeling too exhausted to wish
Don’t get misplaced within the second
Or surrender once you’re closest
All you want is any individual to say

It’s okay to not be okay
It’s okay to not be okay
Once you’re down and you are feeling ashamed
It’s okay to not be okay

As soon as my mumma stated the way in which you used to get glad once you discuss with your folks, you need to get glad in the identical approach with your loved ones too, however as I’m good at performing I faux to be pleased with them generally. Like now, I need to cry however smiling for them.

Feeling like your life’s an phantasm
And these days, you’re secluded
Considering you’ll by no means get your probability
Feeling such as you received no resolution
It’s solely ’trigger you’re human
No management, it’s out of your fingers

You realize what I most afraid of…I’m afraid of despair as a result of if I’ll get depressed nobody can take me out of that.I all the time say that I don’t have coronary heart and feelings. Deep down I do know I’m working from all this. As a result of I’m not sturdy. I’m simply uninterested in all issues however nonetheless bearing all this.

Once you’re excessive on emotion
And also you’re dropping your focus
And you are feeling too exhausted to wish
Don’t get misplaced within the second
Or surrender once you’re closest
All you want is any individual to say

It’s okay to not be okay
It’s okay to not be okay
Once you’re down and you are feeling ashamed
It’s okay to not be okay

One among my finest good friend after a small combat, truly not small, she known as me egostic however at the moment I stated to her assume and name me no matter you need, if you wish to name me egostic, I’ve perspective, you may name me, I hell don’t care. However I do know I’m not egostic, I don’t have perspective, I’m an emotional idiot who nonetheless cares for you. Typically I hate myself for nonetheless caring about her it doesn’t matter what.

Once you’re excessive on emotion
And also you’re dropping your focus
And you are feeling too exhausted to wish
Don’t get misplaced within the second
Or surrender once you’re closest
All you want is any individual to say

It’s okay to not be okay
It’s okay to not be okay
Once you’re down and you are feeling ashamed
It’s okay to not be okay

Somebody stated me “once you smile you look fairly” and after I smile infront of my good friend she say what occurred….

Typically I feel to surrender on all issues and run from right here and simply go to some place the place nobody can discover me and I can discover some psychological peace which I would like most now. I’m afraid of myself as a result of I don’t know what’s going to I do after I’m offended on somebody so I simply distant myself from all. And begin drawing or writing one thing whereas listening music on full quantity.

Some occasions holding up your feelings for very long time is unattainable however someday you want somebody to say IT’S OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY.

The tip

Do pay attention this tune ‘It’s okay to not be okay”, you’ll prefer it🙂

So sorry when you get bored and hurted anybody.I had written this as a result of I’m feeling very low from yesterday night time.

So sorry I hadn’t posted friendship targets, as a result of I’m not in that frame of mind to jot down one thing humorous. And thanks a lot to your feedback on earlier half due to that my temper received higher in morning however once more that pals matter rose and my thoughts received disturbed😞

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